and let me tell you, my mind goes COMPLETELY blank when i'm

1) embarrassed
2) humiliated
3) nervous

and i've all of those today. okay, maybe not TOO humiliated, but when i'm asked questions in front of the whole class especially when i know some of them, its damn embarrassing and my mind switches off.

and i swear, i wanted to like die during tuition today. i was just staring at my teacher, and all i thought was my heartthumping. okay sounds abit dramatic but its true la. i'll just solve my problem of stagefright and all.

but please, plopping questions at me constantly, knowing i'll be too nervous to answer them? that's damn humiliating zzz. and i'm not stupid if i can't answer questions.



okay, so today was tuition marathon again!

piano was okay, with scales being screwed and the second piece improving alot. first piece was as pernormal, where speed was increased. okay so i didn't practise at all. pure luck that i played quite well today maybe. i'll work hard! and hmm patrick don't give up yeah! retaking is like damn sian right.



and tuition was like, ACKS.

only five people turned up, siyun,yumi,me,dw and mervin or sth. FIVE PEOPLE. its like, zzz. teacher keep plopping you with questions, and if you really want to know how i felt, refer to the top. i was feeling damn bad and hellyeah, i got into a badmood after that. as in, moodymoody. but actually the compre was quite fun. we got to read times mag yay! as nice as reader's digest yupyup.

and tracy i miss you! =X come next week okayokay! ((:



so i went shopping alone after that. or to be exact, shopping at the supermarket! i think i'm like damn indecisive, don't know what to buy alrd! that's my char? HAH!


and! i want to go shopping/out with these people this holiday!
1) ANNIA!
2) ASHLEY!
3) JESSLIN!
4) FELICIA!
5) TRACY!
6) KAIYING!
7) ANNA!
8) ALICIA!
10) NGIKHIONG!

or rather these are the people that alrd agreed to go out with me haha!
please be reminded i'll be more than happy to go out shopping with anyone! or bowling or cycling or anything! ;D just sms or msn me or something yeah!

like maybe 3L, 2D, choir, SAC people or artclass tuition or uhm just anything.

and my mom and everybody including wants to study during the hols too..

its going to be a fruitful holiday! ^^
WHEE! and talk about yesterday!




ANNIA DARLING AND I WENT TO VCH TO WATCH DHS STRING ENSEMBLE CONCERT!

i swear its damn nice.
i love the sound of the doublebass.
i think the cello sounds damn nice. soothing and all.
the viola sounds like that violin though, and they remind me of the SOPS! :D

so before the concert we went to RAFFLES CITY! :D
met at like 530

raffles city is the love!


so we went around the basement and bought ALOT of food. shared cost equally ^^

1) ministrone soup from the soup spoon
2) papa cream puffs and cheesecake stick
3) saigon sandwich
4) shepherd's pie kinda thing
5) fruit mixedberry iceblended
6) MOF japicecream desert

that was SUPER nice. and annia, lets go shopping at rafflesplace another day okay!

so we cabbed to vch cause we were like, late!
so we missed the first item, and i think i'm inlove with string instruments!

especially the lowlow ones, doublebass/cello!
and the violin is lovelove too! i feel like learning it T.T

k that's quick obsession, but the last piece was nice!
annia, you looked verypretty yesterday! ^^

and so the lastpiece was nice! okay, i shall learn string instruments after i finish piano dip or something (which is years later maybe) or i might just give up taking dip. seehow.


dates with annia are nice! esp when we went to HMV at citylink afterthat! ^^
lets go out again aye!



and hmm, somehow i feel good talking to people who needs people to talk to! ^^
so ngik and pat, do cheerup aye! jesslin too! and Emma too! :D


EMMA